The frozen fog has lifted and now the white blurry orb obscured previously is shining through. That sun is lighting up the world around reflecting off the blanket of snow. Its new snow. Good snow with no ice which has now gone. Easy to walk in. Perfect walking conditions actually. For now though I am standing still.
The dog gets around the block for 10 minutes every few hours or so. That's about all I can muster at the moment. It's frustrating. I stand at the window and it looks so inviting but I am still just so under the weather at the moment. Its frustrating today but more so longer term. The longer I am indoors the more my outdoors boundary recedes. And although I now know with patience I will get back to where I was I cannot keep falling back. Its annoying but there is nothing I can do.
So I will wait it out. Hopefully by Monday this virus will be out my system and out our home. That is when home schooling starts again. It is also the day I hope to start work on my anxiety and agoraphobia again with a new book and hopefully walks too.
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